What's going on with me.

Sorry everybody, that I haven't been posting any new captions. Since coming out as transgendered to my family and my girls, things have become a whirlwind of activities. It's been crazy.

My girls have been a real help in bringing me out more. They've really accepted for who I am and actually adore it. We've been having mass crazy fun on the weekends. I've actually been in and out of many stores dressed as a girl. And the funny thing is that there has been no fear or discomfort.

In fact, I have decided that being a full time girl is what I want to do with the rest of my life; though I know that there are so many steps ahead. But I am anxious and excited for the future.

I will try to get capping again when I can get time and inspiration again, but for right now I am caught up in the processes that I need to take. Being happy is the most important thing to me right now. Especially after a couple months of suicidal thoughts. I'm sure you understand.

Kisses,
Quinn

Impressing Daddy

Definately, Worth It

A Way In

A Sister's support can go a long way

The Whole Weekend, and it's just beginning

Just over 20,000 Page Views

Just wanted to send out a quick thanks to all the viewers of my blog, and the fans of TG Captions. I know that compared to some of the bigger blogs, twenty thousand page views is probably not that big of a deal, but for me it feels great.

Keep reading, and I'll try to keep posting.

Kisses,
Quinn

Owned

Crummiest Girlfriend Ever

Being a Girl

The New Babystitter

Finally, help is on it's way

So, As you may have read, I have come out as being transgendered to my girls, and my parents. But there is still a long way to go. Me and the girls had a fun, girly, weekend last week. I grew more confident than ever about myself. I was ready to go out of the house with them completely feminine.

No, that did not happen. I got a couple of shots of us together, and I was thrilled. But after printing the pictures, I noticed that the girls only wanted picture that only had the two of them, and not the ones with my feminine self. I was devastated and spent the rest of the night crying my eyes out.

I came to the conclusion that I really don't look good as a girl. They know it. Yes, they accepted me and we had fun. But they were also embarrassed by me. That's why they did not want to leave the house with me, and that's why they had no interest in having pictures of me. It hurt a lot, and I don't think I will ever recover from that blow. But the fact remains that I am coming out more and more, so eventually, I need to get over myself and deal with what I have to work with. Sucks, but it's the truth.

Anyways, about the help. I was diagnosed yesterday with clinical depression. I will have new meds that should work way better than what I am on. I'm so excited for this. Over the past couple of months, blogging, along with all my other hobbies just drifted away. I've felt like doing nothing but sleeping. So with the new meds, which will take a few weeks to start working, I should be up and capping again.

I will also be getting to a psychiatrist to get my head on straight about who I want to be in life. And my opinion on the girls and everyone else at this time, is basically, fuck em if they don't care or are embarrassed by me. So, I am in a great mood with all of this going on, and I even did some capping tonight.

After the meds kick in, I should be back full time. But until then, here is some new stuff I did tonight.

Kisses,
Quinn

Not a cap, but me and my girls.

So, the cat is out of the bag, and I finally came out to my girls and let them know that I was transgendered. They been great, and I'm actually starting to mentally feel better. Today is the third day that they have seen me as her. Yesterday we all did our nails, and my niece is not really the girly type. But she did too.

Then I talked them into taking a couple of photos. We decided to go all Charlie's Angels style on the stripper pole.

Mom's Panties

Going Out

Walking Home

Charity

Cops and Hooker

Who's the Ho

What You Get

Punishment

In Anticipation

Strip Club Replacement

New Roomie

Pretty Damn Good

A New Deal

I have Boobs!!!!!

Who owes Who?

New Captions. Yay.

After posting on my personal blog today, I pulled up Photoshop and went through the images I downloaded for caps today. And yay, I got some ideas. Now, now, don't get too excited people. I only made about five or so. But at least its a start.

Shall we post a few? Sure, Why not?

Kisses,
Quinn

New Career

The Competition

Project Makeover

Sissy Bridesmaid

Picture Day

Does Not Want to be Found

New Experiences

Coming Out Party

Halloween Whore

Dressing for Daddy

Short Prom Dress

Not My Fault

Convention Model

Probably Taking a break, not by choice

So, I have been in and out of hospitals as of late. It's kind of a scary feeling looking at the ER ceiling for hours and hours on end.  And by the looks of things, it's not going to stop anytime soon. Diagnoses are coming and going rather quickly.

I'd like to say I will continue posting as much as I have in the past, but this last week has shown me that I may not have much time to make new material. Hopefully, it will get better and I can make it back on here soon. Unfortunately, until someone can actually figure out what is wrong with me, I make no promises of the future.

I remember reading other peoples captions for so long. It was so nice to be able to mentally put myself in those situations. God, it would have been great to be born a real girl. But alas, we are stuck with the lives that we are given. Would be nice though to come across some funky medallion that would transport me into someone else's body; especially right now. But I guess that would be selfish of me, wouldn't it? It wouldn't be right to make someone else suffer as I have been.

However, in these dark times where there doesn't seem to be any answers, I regret making the choices that I have made. I have chosen to hide myself in shadows these 30 plus years. I've pretended to be something that I am not. I never really showed the real world who I was or what I was all about. Don't do that to yourself. If you feel anything like me, let the world know. Who we are is we are, and if they hate us for it, then so be it.

Be you. Don't let them make you bend to who they expect you to be. Be free; live free.

I know this note makes it sound like I am dying. For all I know I am, at minimum I sure wish I just would. With everything going on inside me right now, death would be sweet. Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking suicide or anything. I would never be able to do something like that. But with the agony I am going through, my mind sure wishes I just didn't exist anymore.

But truthfully, no doctor has ever diagnosed me and stuck with it. So I have no clue what to expect next.

I will try to keep posting, but I'm not really up to making new stuff. So when I am well enough to jump on a computer, I have some older stuff that I will post.

If I just up and don't post for a long time, I apologize in advance. But just cut me some slack. I'll see you when I see you.

Kisses,
Quinn

Busted

A Sleepover

It's Gone

The Mirror

Pigtails

Go ahead and pray

Bad Hangover

The Wrong Ad

Portait 1 and Portrait 2

Slutted Up / Really? A Cartoon?

Yes not my normal style, but this cartoon was just too easy. I picture this happening to me all the time. I only wish I looked as good as the transexual in this picture.

New Caps

Okay, for those that read my other blog, or those that may care, I have been having a rough go of things lately. No, my issues still continue.

I have not been making any new caps because I really haven't been in the mood. And I don't think you all want to be spending your time reading whiny caps that line up with my life right now.

But alas, I have spent some time today to get some decent ones done; without the whining parts. (Well, no more than usual.)

So Yaaaayyyyy, more captions are on the way.

I think I will post a few right now, how does that sound?

Kisses,
Quinn

Promised Sex

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